Love Without Clinging

Love
without clinging;
cry---
if you must---
but privately cry;
the heart will adjust
to the newness of loving
in practical ways:
cleaning
and cooking
and sorting out clothes,
all say, "I love you,"
when lovingly done.


So---
love
without clinging;
cry---
if you must---
but privately cry;
the heart will adjust
to the length of his stride,
the song he is singing,
the trail he must ride,
the tensions that make him
the man that he is,
the world he must face,
the life that is his.


So---
love
without clinging;
cry---
if you must---
but privately cry;
the heart will adjust
to being the heart,
not the forefront of life;
a part of himself,
not the object---
his wife.


So---
love!


-Ruth Graham

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Thankful!

Its been ages since I updated this blog. Been quite busy at school and with some personal stuffs. I meet new friends, conquered my fears (a bit), learned something new and adjusted myself when needed. School is always been my greatest escapade from problems. I know some of you may not like or hate being at school, I feel you! I've been in that stage too, but my destiny is different. I need to be mature that early and should always first think about my family before myself. I understand that and never complained, but there are parts of me that are actually against it, but didn't listen to it.

Before, when I was in Cebu, I always run to my best friend. I always told her every piece of me, every pain I feel, every happiness, every tears and joy.. She's the one that understands me until we need to be apart!

Some of you find school so pressuring! But I like all the activities done in school, I feel free and so young! No pressures, no problems! Honestly, I have never thought that I'll have the chance to be in college, even my parents didn't expect it. But God is really good, He always finds way for us to be better and feel better..

Well, as of now our current lifestyle is fine even sometimes we have some misunderstandings we are still thankful for everything.

I am also very thankful for having such great friends. I may say they're the coolest, awesome-st, greatest and most understanding people I've ever meet. It may be still too early to give those kind of words, I believe in them.. Hope everything will just be fine in the future. Storms may pass, but I hope this friendship will last!

 I have some words for this guys! :)

                         You guys rocked ASC! :D

I'm very glad I've found friends like this!

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Being A Student

After 2 years of staying at home and stopped schooling, I feel complete that I am now back in the circulation. I feel so young and free when I'm in school. Surrounded by crazy, funny young people like me is really awesome. I have personal problems (as always) but whenever I'm with my classmates, I forgot those damn problems and I just feel free. I've always wanted to be in school, I love to do assignments, activities, projects and many many more.. But the heck, the first week of school is so damn nerve-wacking for me!

doing assignments!

 Yea, I feel so damn nervous because those instructors looks so strict and fierce. Well, they really are! But I tried to handle myself to be calm. I've think if I won't calm down, I won't finish my studies and if I won't finish it, I'll probably be jobless in the future. I also told myself that soon enough, I will be get used to those instructors tiger looks.

So right now, I'll focus in my studies and will try my best to finish it even till the last drop of my blood (over!). HAHA!









I want to thank my sponsors:

MAMA: for my bag.
MANOY: for my tuition.
PAPA: for the school supplies.

and to my fans who keeps on supporting me through thick and thin. Thank you, you guys are awesome!

To my haters:
 Thanks guys! Just continue what you're doing, I'm loving it!! You're really making me F-A-M-O-U-S ... comments

By Chance

Jamvhille and Paolinne Michelle, better known as the real life couple "JAMICH" opens their doors and gives you an inside look to their happy love/hate relationship. They're like your ideal relationship but just like others, they are not perfect. Adjusting to their similarities and differences, see how they cope and deal with everyday tribulations. An inspirational short film made by them as they share their views about love & life.

   
Watch their film in HD now! I'm really really sure this short film will inspire you and if you're in a relationship, you'll probably fall in love with your partner even more after watching this! Its worth watching guys, so watch it in HD now.

Jam & Mich.

Oh by the way, here's the music they play on their film which will make you fall in love even more. (100%)




Another video of JAMICH together. Its so sweet... so KILIG!!!



After watching the film, I hope you guys feel what I am feeling right now. I feel inspired, happy, my views in life became more positive and I realize that no need to rush things especially love. Love will come to you in the right time.. SO, when it comes and you feel its real, then don't ever ever let it go.

Sometimes it only takes a little spark, to change the meaning of your life.
But feeling's and emotion's change, love can sometimes turn numb or even be boring. Not all the time you are in for all it's happiness, sometimes you have to give in to it's BITTERNESS. You just have to be patient, by chance.

*Pictures credits to JAMICH PAGE*

 

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Distance? Whatever.... There's SKYPE!

I have a friend everywhere in the world. But I have this sweetest friend from Denmark.. We always keep in touch and if possible we SKYPED everyday!

Me & Mathilde skyping

 Isn't she beautiful.. She's too sweet!!! Guess what? She said she'll help me to get to Denmark one day! LOL.... Its not impossible, right? I'm really looking forward for that day!

 I love you MATHIE. ♥ comments

My Dream Men

Brad Pitt, Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom has always been my dream guys. I don't know, but the first time I saw a movie of each of them, I started to have crush on them! :P

The first movie I saw Brad Pitt was TROY and I find him really really hot there! Then I started collecting DVDs of his movies.. He's really great. Really, really great!

This is the man I admire first in the movie PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN. He's funny, good actor and director.. He has that eye that really caught my attention. It's smoking hot and its like saying "I'm yours!" hahaha. (In my dreams!)

 I would really faint if one day this guy would come in front of me and held my hand and kiss it! HAHAHAHA!

This is the hottest guy I ever know who's alive! I forgot what movie I first saw him but all I know after that movie, he never get out of my mind. I've dream of him for some several nights..

Oh wow.. I'm pretty crazy about them! comments

Confessions Of An Imperfect Daughter and Sister

Hi. My name is Marie. Eldest among 7, online worker and an aspiring writer.

But more than all of these, I am an imperfect daughter and sister:

• I used to spend my whole day in front of the computer.
• When my parents are in an argument, I can't help myself but to yell at them then cry.
• Sometimes I use harsh words to my siblings.
• I yell at them when I am busy and in rush for some things.
• When my parents are away, I sometimes forget to feed my siblings their meals and give their vitamins.
• I cry for useless things.
• When I wake up in the morning. I straightly open my computer and I didn't even fold my blanket. 
• I'm a terrible speech-maker and party-planner.
• I misplace stuffs a lot. I easily forget where did I put my stuffs and forget what will I say.
• Sometimes, when I get so lazy, I forgot to brush my teeth and wash my face before sleeping. I wonder my little sister still love to sleep beside me. 
• I just recently like to wear sleeveless tops and shorts short.

Through it all, though, I am happy to report that, by God's ability to fill in our imperfections, my siblings still love me and they obey me, and (of this I am sure) they know that I love them. For me, this is what counts the most.

As for my parents, I hope they know, too, that I love them, even though I'm not like those sweet daughters. I hope they know it! comments

Smartphone is Good But Genius Phones are Better

Nowadays, a phone should not only be smart but it should GENIUS! So, what really makes a smartphone a genius phone?

A genius phone should be always on the go. We cannot imagine what life would be without internet nowadays. A genius phone should always be internet or WiFi ready and all the important applications that are very useful these days. Especially email applications such as Yahoo, Gmail, Hotmail and etc!

I think LG Optimus Black is sexy! It has the most attractive appearance and it has also one of the world’s best screen displayed called Nova.  It will be pretty easy and an amazing experience to browse the web, read/write emails and write documents because of its amazing touchscreen which is fast and easy to control! What really makes me excited about this one is the Gingerbread upgrade capability and the 2 MP front facing camera which I can use for high quality video chat which will be most useful for me as I really like to video chat to my friend and relatives from far places and I can also use it for video conferencing with my big bosses!  For sure, I will also love the long battery life which is 1500mAh.

What I have been really dreaming to have is the LG Optimus 2X. I think it has all the qualities to be called as a genius phone. It has a dual-core processor which can be very useful for a multitasker like me. Yes! LG Optimus 2X let us multitask without ever getting bogged down.

The 8.0 Mpx camera is what I really love about this phone. You can surely get the perfect photo you have been looking for. Yes, probably just like using a DSLR camera. The integrated LED flash is very bright. This is what I really like about this. I like taking pics of myself and the places where I will go, so it is pretty useful for me.

I know it will always just a dream to own a genius phone like this. But still, I’m hoping! Who knows? These phones will surely give me the convenience I’ve been looking for. 

“Optimus is more than just smart. It’s genius. Visit lgoptimus.ph for more information!” comments

Can't Be Tamed

Nothing can compare how I admire Miley Cyrus. I don't know when this admiration started, I just found myself admiring her! She's awesome, strong, beautiful, kind-hearted, lovable, sexy and a real role model. I don't care what her haters say.. Through thick and thin, I will always be her fan!

 SHE CAN'T BE TAMED, so do I! Everyone might be saying she's a slut, because of the way she dressed, because of her tattoos and whatever! My admiration for her will always stay until my last breathe..

I'm sick! Only few people knows that.. I have a clinical depression.. I just discovered it recently and been confirmed the other day! Reading quotes, listening to Miley's music makes me feel a lot better.. I keep my mind busy to avoid being depressed.

If Miley would just followed me, tweet or DM me in twitter, I will do my very best to cure myself. Actually, even if she won't I still will. As long as I have her music in my heart and mind... I will continue living!

Actually, I have two options to be cured! First one is to take medicines but my doctor said its not good, because I might be dependent on drugs... and the second one is to break it myself by having fun, keeping myself busy and not let myself be alone.. That's why I'm trying to make new friends and trying to gain confidence for the better!

I wanted to be as strong as Miley.. After all the controversies in her life, her family and negative feedbacks, she still stand strong.. showing the world that no one can tamed her!

I love you Miley.. and will always will! comments

My Girls Around The World

My Girls. (click the picture to view original size)

These are my girls all over the world. Aren't they gorgeous? I'm so lucky to meet each of them thoroughly! Not yet in personal, but atleast I have talked to them in some various ways.. Like SKYPE, MSN, TWITTER and FACEBOOK!

This girls are truly amazing and I'm truly blessed I have met them. One day, I know I will see them... My friends here ignores me, but them... they always makes me feel I am special, which I really appreciate the most! They didn't hesitate to listen to my problems, which I know are so annoying but still they do listen and give me advices and show me their love!

Oh! Tell me how lucky I am? I may not be rich in money, material things, jewelries and whatever.. but I am blessed and is very rich with the friendship I had with them! comments