Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Ruined

You made me feel like I was flying,
Like no matter who said what, you will be there to pull me back into the clouds,
Like I was something special.

You were the first person to ever make me feel this way,
Then when I realized it was just all an illusion,
The fun ended and I hit the concrete with a cold, hard, awakening.
You left me stranded to die alone,
You left me there to cry myself to sleep at night,
It hurt so much to hear you say I was just a toy.

Something you could play with,
Someone who you wanted to wallow in your misery with you,
You ruined me!

I am no longer the girl with the bright eyes and beautiful smile,
I am now the girl drowning in her tears,
Who can barely breathe at the simple thought of what we had.

The girl who deep down, is slowly dying,
The worst thing is that you can never know,
You will forever more think of me as the girl you threw to the side and didn't hurt,
I am so much more that you can never see,
I will forever be....

THE GIRL YOU RUINED.
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14 comments :

Aileen A said...

Take heart...because God can put you back up together, if you let Him. And you will be the girl with the bright eyes, because you see better and a beautiful smile because despite the pain, you found His mercy. You are not ruined. You are loved. Remember that.

mhie@smarlk said...

Uh-oh, don't think you're ruined after he broke your heart. Life is a constant process so enjoy and move on though its hard. Just smile if you seen him even it hurts.

mhie@smarlk said...

Uh-oh, don't think you're ruined after he broke your heart. Life is a constant process so enjoy and move on though its hard. Just smile if you seen him even it hurts.

Jonas Labagala said...

This post seems so sad to read. I can feel everything. Think happy thoughts, be positive in your life, let go with the problems. You can face them later. For now, forget them and let go. :)

Cherry said...

i echo Aileen. take heart, it's not the end. you are still beautiful in the eyes of God and HE loves you to pieces.

Chubskulit Rose said...

Argghhhh sakit naman, parang bullseye ang tama ng pana sa puso..

Tingting R. said...

Wow! Such powerful and sad poem...I hope, this is not based on experience.

papaleng said...

The emotion runs down in each line. A very heartfekt piece. Bunso, okay ka lang. Puro ka kasi dreams. LOL

riz tomacruz said...

that hurts. we always came to a frustrating situation. i think no ones spared. however, when we're past the denial stage and come into the realization that "Oh1, I am still me."
Then, mightily, we rise up facing yet another struggle -but, with greater conviction.

lencilicious said...

We are in control of who we are. I was broken more than once. But I didn't let it dragged me down fully. Instead, I let God help me to be whole again.

You can do it too. Keep strong. Are you okay dear?

Rcel said...

What an honest and sincere confession! Brokenheartedness is but a part of life here on earth. We all go through such emotions. May your spirit be uplifted and God will give you strength needed to go on. Take care!

Anne Mary said...

being broken hearted is part of life, you will see after that you will just laugh it off.

Pinx said...

I've been in this shoes before and till now, it's so hard to forget what has happened. I feel ya sis! But hang in there... :-)

Marie said...

Often we've read that we should never depend our happiness on others...and I agree but it is never easy, especially if love is involved. Just know, you where happy before that someone came, you can be happy again!

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