There's really something wrong going on with me these days. I couldn't concentrate on everything I do! I tried to do my hobby (writing essays) but it turned out so horrible. I couldn't even understand what I wrote. I don't know what's going on. It's really not me. Before, when I'm down I still can manage to write and do things right (not all of course) but still, I can.
There's one thing my brother told me the other night that keeps me awake. He told me that I changed so much and I am not the
Ate he knew. I easily get mad, that they couldn't reach me for any reasons. I am always busy that I couldn't assist them with their assignment. He also said that he want the old me back. I was speechless, BIG TIME!
Maybe its all because I was too busy working and studying at the same time that I didn't give too much attention to my younger siblings. I'm too busy trying to be productive for them not knowing I am transforming into a monster. That thought makes me cry. I don't have time for them because I was too busy working to give them a better tomorrow.
I really need to get their
Ate back as soon as possible. I sure do miss the old me too!
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2 comments :
bunso ,you need top prioritize your activities and keep focus.
And sometimes, you just need to talk with them to make them understand these changes. College life, after all is a lot different...and when you're a working student, you might really not have that much time for them. They got to learn to do their homeworks and stuff and learn to grow up also. Just saying....
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